it might just all be a facade

Monday, March 09, 2009;

♥ 3/09/2009 05:52:00 PM

Maybe it's true, i'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance you get stuck on me too>>

Judgement day came, &left already.
The result slip is left neatly on my study desk. &i do know that being upset &disappointed couldn't change anything. My CT said what's more important, is to look forward in life, &move on. I agree with her on that, what bout you? (:
To my dearest classmates/friends who did really well. (: Trust me, i couldn't find any other ones who deserve the grades. Congrats!
To my dearest classmates/friends who fell short of their expectations, hey, you're not alone on that, i can assure you. (: Let's move on, yes?
Well, maybe the grades itself isn't the thing thats hurting. It's more of the fact that i've disappointed the people around me, yet again.
I've done that two years ago, with my O levels results. &i did it again, with the A levels results.
But i'm really grateful for having such supportive parents &family members &friends. (: For without them, i might not have come so far. (:

Edmund's reaction when i decided to reply his msg was "... Anyways, i'm really glad you replied, &not vanish like you said you would!"
Hahah. (: Yes, i didn't vanish. Thanks for your msges which cheer me up. (: &thanks for replying at unearthly hours even though you're still serving your bmt, &it's suppose to be lights out already. We'll meet up soon, after your POP on 11 march! :D
I'm alright, really. (:
How can i not be? When i've such encouraging friends pushing me, supporting me through the lowest moments. Haha, i couldn't possibly disappoint them again, yes?

For now, i just wish all of us would have the wisdom to choose the course which we really want, &that we'll really get in. (:
Best of luck, dear friends!
(:

Dear s07,
As results day slowly slip away, it means we're all a step closer to taking our individual paths into the future.
Maybe we didn't treasure the last two years properly, maybe we didn't spend our times tgt to the fullest, or maybe it's just me.
I just hope our facebook group account would be kept alive. (: I hope the guys in army would take care of themselves. I hope the girls working would take care of themselves as well. &i hope, that even as we march into the future, we will still rmbr that we were in the same class before, &never forsake the friendship we all forged. (:
Let's have meetups &gatherings often, yes? (:
Loves,
Wenfang.

Dear huili,
I need you to know you're a really special friend of mine. (:
&i really hope we'll find out what we really want in life soon.
Look ahead, &never look back in life. (: Y'know i'll always be beside you!
Jiayou!
Loves,
Wenfang.

Dear bffl,
Thanks so much for your phonecall, even though you're in china. (: It means alot to me. Alot.
Thousands of words to say to you, maybe even a million.
Here's 3 words for you, "I miss you."
Loves,
Wenfang.

Labels: 07S07, a lvl results, bffl, huili

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.